Monday, April 6, 2009

Having a meltdown

I saw some pink when I went to the bathroom this afternoon and I'm having a total meltdown. Even though my temperature was high this morning (97.8) and it was just pink, nothing red, nothing even serious (it wasnt on the pad that I wear, just in case, and was only when I wiped), I am a freaked out mess. Tell me that I'm not making stuff up to make myself feel better: a high temperature combined with dark lines a few days ago and a progesterone supplement- things are okay, right? My progesterone was 90 a week ago- it couldn't suddenly fall to the point of bleeding could it? Dr. Lee saw a pocket of fluid on the utrasound before ovulation- could it be that?

It looks like it did on 13dpo, just a little bit of peach/pink on the toilet paper. But I'm a freaked out mess right now. I feel like I'm going to puke and I know it's nerves. I see Dr. Lee on Thursday and I know that, at this point, there is nothing they can do if things are going downhill. I am trying to think positive, but I am so scared. Is this implantation bleeding revisited? What could it possibly be? For those who temp, is my BBT being the highest it's been on my chart a pretty good sign that things are okay?


Angelwingsbaby said...

Oh hun hang in there,I am here if you need me.sorry I don't know more about what is going on with you but I wanted you to know that I am thinking of you ((HUGS)) -Megan

Mommy (You can call me OM) said...

I wish I knew, Michele. Please call your doctor, if only to alleviate your fears. I'm praying.