Much Love, Aunt Sarah

Happy 4th Birthday, Nicholas!!!
I can't believe you would be 4!!! I keep thinking about how grown up you would be and how we could go off on special adventures, just the two of us.  :)  Maybe we walk to the park and go to the playground.  I bet you like the swings and you are so big I can now start to teach you to pump all by yourself.  Do we then go for ice cream, or do you prefer water ice?  It's fun to think about, but I will never know, and that leaves me with an emptiness that will never be filled despite the constant rewards of being called Aunt by R**** [her other goddaughter] and Bobby and Maya.
Stay sweet, little one.  And thank you for celebrating with us by sending the sunshine and glorious weather.
Much love,
Aunt Sarah