Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Happy 10m Birthday, Alexander

Oh my little Cuddlebug... How is it that 10 months have passed since you were born? 10 months ago I was in the hospital, holding you in my arms, hoping that I would stay asleep forever so I'd never have to let you go. It felt so right holding you... As if nothing else in the world possibly mattered. If I stayed in that room and didnt move, perhaps I'd never have to give you up...

Your Daddy and I miss you every day but we know you are safe with your big brother and big sister. But we still miss you; we miss all of you so much. You are always on our minds and in our hearts. Waking or sleeping... Always...

Yours will be the first "real" meal I'll prepare since coming home. I've heated up things others have made, but I'm glad that my first real cooking will be your special dinner and dessert.

I love you so much. Happy 10 month birthday, Alexander!

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10 comments:

  1. MalorySeptember 23, 2009 at 9:03 AM

    Happy 10 month Alexander! Send your Mommy & Daddy some extra love today & protect your baby bro & sis.

    Thinking of your family today. Enjoy your celebration dinner!

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  2. Mother Knows Best ReviewsSeptember 23, 2009 at 9:31 AM

    Thinking of you on this hard and special day. God bless, Michele.

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  3. LeahSeptember 23, 2009 at 9:55 AM

    Thinking of you.

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  4. Debby@Just BreatheSeptember 23, 2009 at 1:10 PM

    Happy 10 month birthday to your son. So I went back to see because I couldn't remember.

    Tomatoe soup & Tuna fish is on your menu today.

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  5. Catherine WSeptember 23, 2009 at 1:51 PM

    Remembering Alexander with you today. I hope you enjoy his special meal. xo

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  6. MichelleSeptember 23, 2009 at 2:36 PM

    Thinking of you and remembering Alexander with you! Happy 10 months Alexander!

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  7. MalorySeptember 23, 2009 at 10:40 PM

    I joined in on your celebration today:

    http://mommyofanangel09.blogspot.com/2009/09/cayden-alexander.html

    love- Mal

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  8. Mackenzie's MommySeptember 24, 2009 at 1:47 AM

    Thinking of Alexander with you!!
    xo
    Ashley

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  9. HeatherSeptember 24, 2009 at 3:42 PM

    Happy 10m birthday Alexander. And big hugs to mom and dad.

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  10. JustinaSeptember 28, 2009 at 9:32 AM

    THinking of you. Hope you enjoyed your special meal.

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